im single thats pretty much it…i miss him ofcourse but im okay, were friends…good friends, hes got my back and i got his, im young soo i mean i guess i kinda saw the break up coming, nothing is forever, just remember that
i still love him though and always will
<3
when you love someone you dont treat them like shit all the time, you wanna make them happy not sad. i missed out on a gooood opportunity for love and im getting shit on ever since my fuckin decision, sometimes i honestly dont even think he actually loves me, oh and last time i checked when you have a gf you probably shouldnt be liking a picture on fb of the girl you fucked in between your breakup, i feel like its not even worth it anymore, i just wanna be happy, but instead i get to cry all the time cause i feel like shit or unwanted…love hurts. love sucks. loves gay.
if you have a relationship you cant depend on love 24/7 cause news fucking flash this is shitty dick real life not a fairytale, you need 2 people who are willing to treat eachother with respect and not like complete shit…idk i complain alot about my relationship, but the status of it never changes, love is hypnotizing, if you like being happy, dont fall in love. unless you find a guy whos gunna be good to you, other than that no guy is worth it, ive passed up a few sweeet guys for my bf but im beggining to think im stupid…
i dont get how love works, its the most painful yet amazing thing ive ever experienced, sometimes i wanna just give up but then i just cant, its impossible to give up on someone that you care for soo much, but i also believe in this quote one of my friends said to me “no boy is worth your tears, and the one who is wont make you cry” ive been crying alot lately, but even though i wanna go by that quote i just cant, this is killing me slowly, and i dont know how to fix things, i want everything to be like it was last summer, the most perfect guy asked me out in august but im not sure where that guy went, he never used to drink as much as he does and the big drugs are a no no!, i just dont get why things changed…it makes me wonder if i did something wrong to make him the way he is, sometimes i feel like he doesnt even wanna be around me, yea its normal to wanna have time away for a little but not as often as he does, it scares me soo much because i feel like im losing him and i cant fix it, alot has been on my mind lately and i just dont know what to do anymore, and the sad thing is i cant even hold in my tears while writing this, i wanna make things work but im not reeally sure if he feels 100% the same way, falling in love can be the absolute best thing in your life, but at the same time it kills everyone slowly, im not sure what i would do with myself if he left me, and i realllly hope he doesnt, this boy is my world and i dont think he realizes just how much he means to me, but i mean in the end, everything should be okay…right?
i give up for tonight, but ill be back on later to figure this out! aha
i lovee anchors…im not sure why aha
